Yeah I'm a Christian more of a non traditional Christian. A few years ago a series of tragic events, caused me to take Christianity serious. It helped cope with everyday life! I have changed a lot, for the better. But I'm having a major problem. Its the relegion part thats getting to me. I'm tired. I getting tired of church, I'm getting tired of the people. I have many positions in my church, I'm always doing something. Whenever I complain to somone about it or get frustrated, they always say "Remember, you are doing it for God." Really??? Am I really doing it for God??? Or to make your life better? So at this point I'm confused. Am I losing my faith in God?? Or Am I tired of the religion??? I'm so confused.
EDIT: well my godson was playing with my phone and somehow deleted ^this nandewspost. Luckily I had a window open and was able to copy and paste.
Mizzjuicyflava
To respond to Squidbit's comment :
Well as a Christian I'm supposed to do works of the Lord. I dont mind it at all. But I'm losing the will and the passion. We have an extremely small church,mostly children. And I have to do a lot because of lack of membership. I know God appreciates everything I do. But people are making me angry. I Worship God the best way I know how, but the "doing" part is interfering with my relationship. And I dont know what to do.