Thanks to KILLY12's newspost I just realized something (or maybe I'm just late as hell)

Not one person in this whole entire world is mentally stable. We all have a slight quirkiness about us, some more or less severe. Somewhere along the line, something was triggered that caused us to change the way we think, live and cope. And its not our fault.
EXAMPLE: When was 7 yrs old my mom and I were driving in the car. There was a turtle in road trying to cross the street. My mom said, "Look at that turtle. I'm going to hit his ass! Hahaha!!!" She sped up and smashed the poor turtle. I asked her why she did it and started crying. She replied, "His shouldn't been in the road!" Till this day, whenever I see a turtle in the road I will pull over and take the turtle to the other side of the road. Call me crazy but I do it.

I know there is psychological term for this but I dont know what it is and I'm too lazy to go into detail.
Lets just say its normal to be weird.